I am going to do it.  I am going to amputate my leg. Tonight.

I have a plan – I hope I can execute it properly.

I am going to arrange for an “accident”. I am going to take some safety precautions, but honestly all I am worried about at this point is if I don’t damage my leg ENOUGH, the doctor may not amputate it.

I know it is risky, but the risk doesn’t matter anymore.  I just need this leg gone.

If you don’t support my decision, I don’t care.  Don’t try to stop me. You can’t.  I scheduled this post to go up automatically, so by the time you read this, I have already done it.